It’s been almost 4 weeks since we lost the babies. It’s been a blur of flowers, cards, birthday parties, lunches with my mom, and trying to keep going. For awhile, I thought I was doing so well. But now, as time goes on, it almost seems to be getting worse.
Nick has gone back to work, and that has been part of it. We used to spend the day having lunch, going to a winery, talking about what happened and trying to make sense of it. Neither of us are ready to continue on with “normal”. But we have to.
We went to our niece’s 2nd birthday party, and have been trying to fill our schedule with fun things to do. But it all seems pointless. I just want to crawl into bed and cry a river. I am so sad and so angry that this happened to us.
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I am a writer, and wife to my amazing husband Nicholas. I am a Mom to twin boys: William Matthew and Harrison Michael, who were born premature on August 1, 2015 and departed our world for heaven 3 hours after birth.
I write to help other Mamas who have felt the deep pain that is only understandable to those who have been through it. I write to heal my broken heart.
I am a technical writer and also offer copyediting, proofreading, and document organization for fiction and nonfiction works.
I have over 17 years of experience in publishing, magazine writing, blogging, and newspaper reporting.
I have experience in APA, Chicago, and MLA Styles as well as a BA in English with a concentration in nonfiction writing and rhetoric. I am a big fan of the Oxford Comma, and will spend hours making a document look perfect. In addition to my education and background, I have completed several additional advanced copyediting courses.
Besides writing, I love to cook, read, garden, and decorate the new home my husband and I bought in 2014. I have a huge collection of cookbooks (100+) and love to create new recipes in my free time.
I am a major Pinterest addict, and will spend hours decorating cookies, doing crafts, organizing, and nesting.
I love my sweet niece Olivia and my nephew Hudson with all of my heart. I love being a godmother and will do anything for them!
We brought our golden retriever pup Barley home in March 2017, and he is a gorgeous, spoiled boy who can be quite an adorable rascal. I am expecting a baby girl in February 2021, and couldn't be more excited. We have been waiting to expand our family for so long.
Looking forward to connecting and hearing from my readers!
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